fight to see me growing hands 
live to see another day 
try to heal me with your lies 
a place of wormth  
a place of dust 
 
joy and pain, the truth of dare 
tell me somthing  
somthing free 
try to be the best of me 
 
you never got me 
never will 
but is it me you wanna steel? 
 
try to make up my mind 
you wanna leave me here behind 
 
ego boosting 
fucking trip 
you want me now, but is it real? 
 
so find a place within your sheets 
to make the bed for me 
find it there, deep in the night 
and descover what i cant live for 
 
leave me here, ill be screaming 
take me there and ill be bleeding 
ill cross my heart, ill hope to die 
the tear is falling off my eye 
 
dont wanna breath, it may be too late 
i just wanna fist my fingers till it bleeds 
 
so thank you love for healling this 
now i know the truth of me.... 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
i was drunk and just wannet to write somthing down... let me 
know what you think... 
 
love and pain... 
pain and hate... 
understand me....  |