i'm eating the whole
it's just like my inside.
it pours out of my mouth
you let it
me
go.


taking you
to look within
but shut shut shut your doors
don't let me in
don't let me look within
you don't let me.


time only time
will bring me back
my whole
and how did i get here?
time and only time

that doesn't stay
that doesn't end
can bring him back to me

he went ran from me
i told him to run go leave
but why did he listen to me?

first his left foot
old old sneakers
then the right foot
tears tears on my hands
looking at your feet taking you from me

i scream in my
heart
head
Just-in, Just-in
and look

they're pointing at me
holding me back
waving you goodbye
shut shut shuting my mouth
push push pushing me to the floor
please stay
make them go away!!!

taking my insides out
pouring my insides out
into a cup
pull cup
drip drip drip out of my full cup
just a pretty shadow
nothing but a shadow...


(ניסיון שני.attempt #2)