Where am I to be
In this painful reality?
In the school that I attend
With the system I cannot stand?
In my bed where I cry myself to sleep
Because I've fallen in love too deep?
Is my home where I am presently,
Or have I missed it previously?

Where do I belong,
Where everything goes wrong?
In the house that is falling apart?
Where does now lie my heart?
Where I cry myself into the night
In hope for tomorrow's light?

Where have I not failed my friends?
Why does it hurt so much when a friendship ends?
Is the only comforting place for me
Where dreams at night I see?

Why can't I feel loved in this honest reality?

(21/10/2003)