Do you know the feeling? when the world turns upon you?
Do you know how bad it hurts?
Do you know the feeling, like the world's almost behind you,
and you nearly pass it with every thought you have?
Do you know that it is an illusion? and that you are only
moving backwards?
I've faced those feelings today, my whole world collapsed.
And suddenly I've realized what he was saying, about
refinding your uncovered self, about just trying to accept.
Suddenly I didn't care. Let them leave me if they want to,
let them move on. Don't hold your beloved ones back, even if
that means being alone. Even if it means you'll never hear
from them again.
And I wasn't sad anymore. I didn't care about the fact they
all left me.
I truely loved them. They are already a part of me.
And as I sketch those words, I feel so empty, so hollowed
from the inside, but it's better than before.


To Nir, who taught me all about me.
Or was it him?