The darkness falls,
Over hills of deranged nights.
Another empty bottle smashed...
As the cup filled up time after time,
I emptied out.
With each tear I hid another piece of my mind
Flew out...
As the violins are playing I wipe my beard of the tears.
Repainting to myself that I am stronger!
And after I fall Ill get up again...
It is a sad song it twist your heart
Squeezes it of the pain until you are no longer in
conchesnes...
I look as myself my eyes are wet and blood shot
The pupils are so dilated the you almost can't see the color
of my eyes any more,
And I think to myself that for now my soul is empty.
A sigh of relief befalls and the song it over...
The bottle lies on the floor smashed as my heart was
smashed, and it crushed me as I remember her words, her
lies, all the love I have for her and the way she betrayed
me and lied to me.
Another tear flow down my chick.
It's just another night which in I poured out with tears
reliving myself of the horrible pain.
(written while listening to lacrimosa-kyrie)