I hate you for hurting me so much
I hate you for making me afraid to touch
I hate you for sleeping in my bed
I hate you for everything we've said
I hate the feeling I get when you're around
I hate worrying about the way I sound
I hate you for making me unconfident
You know, I might even hate the moment we've met
I hate myself for caring so much
I hate you for making me angry as such
Afraid to give away what I feel
Afraid to be truly truly real
Afraid to try and afraid to get hurt
Afraid to remain silent and afraid to burst

I wish I could beat you up... emotionally.