Just wanted to tell you what's been going on
Since the day they took you away
It was 1995 I was 9 years old
Daddy called to tell me
That you're not here anymore
I broke down
I couldn't hide the pain like I do now
They stole you from my life
It's hard to think about back then
Cause I understand now

The last time I saw you was in the hospital bed
The doctors had to come in cause you weren't feeling well
I hope you know I can't go inside a hospital anymore
It makes me feel sick
It makes me think about how much I miss you
And how wrong this whole things is

I just want to have one more day
One more night, one afternoon at the park with you
Just to see your face one last time
A chance to tell you that I miss you
I miss you so much

I hope you forgive me for not coming to your funeral
I couldn't accept the fact that you're gone
I still don't
You watch over me every night
Every step I take, every time I mess up
You're right there
It's hard to talk about it
Cause I can feel you in my room
And I can't seem to forget