I called you every day
And asked you how you were
I knew the answer ahead of time
But I would prefer
to hear your voice again
to think you'd let me in

One day when I called
You listened and you stalled
After I told you that I was gone
and going for good
We never spoke again
I let my self sink in

all alone And calm in my
Grave
Remembering who you were
I'm still chasing after you. May
Well I thought you understood
that I loved you more than me


I never made you feel
as pretty as you should
If you thought that you were ugly
you misunderstood
you thought you never want to
well I thought I'd never love you

but 20 years from
Now
you'll be living with your shame
and I always thought how
you mispronounced my name
all alone and calm in my grave
all alone and calm in my grave
all alone and calm in my grave
remembering who you were
I'm still chasing after you May

I thought you understood
that I loved you more than me

note: Gilad's first ever recorded song.
recorded in a couple of days in the summer of 2001.

May he rest in peace.