I tried to hang myself today.
The cord broke. I fell and hurt my knee.
Can you believe it?

After months of climbing on that chair and
Then getting down, unable to go through with it.
When I finally did it, the cord broke.

So was I "given" a second chance?
Was someone watching from "above"?
Is this a sign that I ought to try to live?
Or maybe prepare a stronger cord for next time.