one day I suddenly come to find  my loved one is gone
not a letter  or a note
telling me to move on

before my eyes I saw the sky falling
my world crumbled under my feet
even though I tried stalling
I could resist avoiding the heat

signs were pointing towards betrayal
at that second I wanted to lay myself in front of a train
rail
what should I do next
will I manage to forget this tragedy
life has put me to the test
but instead of facing it I chose to leave

I'm still not sure of the location
To a hidden sea of  unraveled subconscious thoughts  
Maybe inside my optimistic imagination
Which is permanent and can't be bought

I made up a guy who would never cheat
A flawless creation I've succeeded to build
Who won't tolerate lies or disseat
To provide me with a defensive shield

Knows me from beginning to end
From the tip of my toes to the top of my head
I'll be his book
He could always take a mere look
And see through my deepest mysteries
he'll know when I'm telling fibbed stories
to him I'll run to give me a shelter
sealed from fear, sealed from voices I want so much to
disappear


finally I met him
the one I've been waiting for
the one who will safely lead me to shore
we had the time of our lives
then I discovered it was all one big lie
I woke up to an empty bed
Just another chapter from a romantic novel I've read

There was no prince charming
There was no happy home
It was only me
Wanting you to call me on the phone...