im tired looking at the wall
imaginning it feels
tired looking at the door
hopeless when it seals
tired living in this hell
but keep holding still
cause i wont stop breathing
til u show me that u're real

im tired feeling only pain
and tell my friends that im fine
tired acting as insane
and lose what is mine
tired saying that im sorry
for things that u did
tired fighting all my life
for things u need

i cant hold my breath
for so much time
ignoring this sound
and letting u down

im tired running away
from the things that are so great
and leaving inside
all the things that i hate
tired searching for an answer
deep in my past
thinking that it's going through
so fast

i cant hold my breath
for so much time
ignoring this sound
and letting u down

and i just dont understand why
i keep saying that im sorry
and suffer because of your lies
when u dont even care if i'm
dying, u're not worried
but i keep looking in your eyes for love
im tired of u

i cant hold my breath
for so much time
ignoring this sound
and letting u down

and i'm so tired of u...