"im right behind you... wathcing your back, allways
listening, taking care of you... dont be afraid of me, im
your bodyguard.your light.your shadow. your angel. your
greatest nightmare."

i turned arround and i saw no-one.as i wipped another tear,i
said to myself:"just another day".dragged my body to the
nearest mirror to see what ive become.whats left of me.at
the age of 27.its getting hard to wake up in the morning.
when you hear that sweet horrofic voice,telling you this
sunny beautifull day's gona be waisted.i washed up,trying to
wash the nightmare away,but it doesnt go down the drain.and
so i began the rest of my life.whats left of it.what is left
of it? nothing but mear shadows of what couldve been. damn
you!!! why did you had to come! just 1 second of puritty
washed away by satan's loughter/
ive never known loneliness
ive never known pain
ive never known such sorrow
such embrace of death.

you must think this words are written on empty computers
page.this words are powerfull.teaching.learn them so youll
know .fear them

you wake up every morning with a smile,thinking life is
good,embrasing each step you make as a chiled's smile.pure.
and when you wake up with a bad feeling,you tell yourself it
will fade away tomorrow.or the next day
but dont worry,your day will come.the day when you suddenly
hear it.that horrofic voice,mumbeling inchanting poetry to
your ear,consuming each and every dead cell in your
brain,and making its his.you have only heard of
it.supressing it to your subcontious.waiting,enticapating to
its arrival,and when its there you say its been waiting for
you.giving you signs from the second you were born.

"im here...i came for you...dont worry,dont fear.
you were with me all along.i was with you from the
start.your shadow,your guide,your true friend.your
companion.im your one thing who never changes.you have
become to know me.im it.im there.im surrownding you
im your brother
your father
your son
your nature