paralyzed,
I have lost my self
some how I find my self blind,
between the walls of anger I close down.
some where between reality and a dream
I have vanished
vanished and become dust
dust that feels the air
dancing trying to forget the pain the lays

I find my self dead
screaming for help
screaming for light
screaming for the truth
the music fills me,
my eyes close,
and I slip into a dream,
I could do with some fresh air
can't breath too well
trying to forget all I know
longing to go back
to a time
when I was'nt so confused
a time when I could love without
feeling the gilt
the gilt that shrinks my heart into nothing

the eyes that once felt so safe so kind
have become evil and fake
the eyes that strip my soul
that make me want to kill them all
I collapse into a world of smoke
hear me out before I lose my mind
can't keep inside me for much longer
I don't know who's side I'm on
and it's killing me
it's murdering my mind
soon i'll disappear
with no trace
no sign
my shell will be left behind...