gaze into doors of conscience,behind sarrow ,infront the
pain
somewhere between my death and hate,
i lost my lost grip of fate.
my past seem to be longer as my futare getting shorter

taking my last chance, before i'll dive to the arms
of the one who's never treat me soft.
as her evil looks tell me to fuck off,
now i know it's the wrong direction to flow.

broken memories and frogtten faces , as choke the breath of
reson to rise
the world dont seem to care much about those who wish to
stand proud
her spirit comes to me only when my, as no place to go
dignity as lost her meaning when ever time twist and slow.

"my mind become vicious with me ,when ever linger is
insight
where's the balance between wrong and right?"

stand infront endless fields of indulgence, looking for my
ideals
inthe frozen land of innocence, in the closing hols of
unfinish bills
in the far horizen of humen sins ,in the sad road of
unwanted dreams
in the hills of inperfect face of love,in the ground of
unfrogtten fears
in the sweet taste melody of two wasted years...

a journey to find a new me, to find a place behind the sea
the sea of lost and frozen past ,around every who turned to
dust

"one pills who makes you high when the other brings back to
life
when all your fears and endless hope are come together to a
few
where s the balance between old and new"

your picture laying torn on the floor ,your smile is
unwanted anymore
is your lips still calls my name ,is your mouth taste the
same?
one step inside of me your memory is falling
until you'll see your face in here it will be in unstop
rolling
hide behind a fake world, to convince myself im right here
to heal my soul to set me free ,is what my heart owe to me
a broken vows are burning in the altar of silence
mysteriously thay become frozen in the angry flame of lies
as evning arrive , iknow where i have to look
"shell i fade again before i'll see
wheres the balance between you and me"

conscience is getting out of limits ,but only in my mind
back in those days ,everything was more simple and
confusing
now it's only misrable that hardly seducing
 temptations of soft desire telling the easy way out
now it's only me that left with lonsome doubt

"in the place where the wind stop from dancing as left only
dungeon of unreal farrytells
wheres the balance between nights and days???