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mommy, when i went to school today, the kids all laughed and stared. they made fun of my clothes, mommy and the way i wore my hair. i asked them if they would stop, mommy, i begged, and pleaded and cried. but it only made them laugh harder, mommy, it was tearing me up inside. i tried to answer a questionin math, mommy but i got it wrong. they told me i was stupid, mommy, the told me i was dumb. why is this happening to me, mommy? did i do something bad? why do they treat me like this , mommy? why am i always so sad? why can't they understand , mommy, that i have feelings too? what do they abuse me , mommy? why do they think it's cool? i can't take it anymore , mommy. it's gone on way to long. they treat me like i'm different , mommy, they say o don't belong. the pills are in my pocket , mommy, i wonder if this will work, i hope that i'll die quickly , mommy. i hope it doesn't hurt. please don't feel guilty mommy, tell daddy that it's not his fault, please tell my big brothers , mommy that they helped me out a lot. i'm sorry , i must go now, mommy, i'v taken all the pills. i'm starting to get dizzy , mommy. i'm starting to feel ill. please pray for me , mommy. pray that angels will take me away. please ask god a favor , mommy, that with him i always will stay. i'll miss you a lot , mommy i'll miss dad and my brothers too. i want all of you to know , mommy that im sorry , and i love u. מה זה להרגיש שונה בתוך החברה, וזה בעצם מה שאני מרגישה |
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