LORD

I always wondered what is sadness made for, and how come it
is so hard to solve my tears
how could you be so far away
and yet so close to my needing heart,
the first one to understand me without asking needless
questions,
about how and when

And I was told that I was different
fabulous lie to a four year old
and now walking through empty souls
a sea of wondering minds
I'm looking for the one I always bargained for


show up on my door steps ,
I beg you,
mother,
not another lie

I need you to teach me how to pray,
It seems as if I have forgotten,
somehow below loves me more,
I could really use this powers right now

How you made this world so small?
How you made me smaller?
how can I forgive you lord,
when I don't know your name, your face, your true existence


And I was told that I was different
fabulous lie to a four year old
and now walking through empty souls
a sea of wondering minds
I'm looking for the one I always bargained for

8/4/04 EDEN

dedicated to Tamara

אני צריכה לעבוד על ההלחנה עוד הרבה...אבל כרגע זה מה יש