Still it lies in my head,
The memory can't escape me.
I would do everything, I would give anything,
To forget.
To get my old life back.
And if I could, even to change just that night,
God how I loved you, (still do)
But that night opened all the cards
Showed me your true face.
You told me things that I've never thought I would hear from
you.
You hurt me so much,
If you only let me, I would forgive you,
Cause I am such a little person,
A little person who needs so much, needs your love.
You didnt want me though, your state was that you don't love
me,
You never did.
And I wish you had never said that.
It showed me that what we had was nothing but a shame.
Wish it was not true, though it is.
Or so you say.
You said you didnt love me.
You said all your feelings are false.
You also said that I will get over you.
Guess what, it has been nearly a year since you left, yet
you are in my head -
Cant get out.
So you are a big liar, and I hate you for leaving me.
Still it lies in my head,
The memory will escape me someday.