Marry me, he said one day
Then he closed his eyes and smiled
I quickly turned my gaze away
To catch a glimpse of peace of mind
Last few moments of free will
I remember distant landscapes
Then I say 'I do, I will'
Feel exactly how my soul breaks
He gets inside, I feel the flame
It's so familiar already
I have only myself to blame
And still, as if I cry for daddy
I collapse.
A moment's hush
When getting back I see bright colors
But that, too, destined for a crush
Relationships like ours cause troubles

There's no divorce, can't even pray
His eyes control me from the shadow
Can't stop a carriage on its way
My window's shut. My mind is shallow
In a moment it's all white
Then again beautiful landscapes
Only fools hope for the night
I have learned from my own mistakes
Flames are burning me inside
All I do is lye and smile
Death is almost in my sight
Heavy air ends up my trial.