Battling through my teens
Rebellious, angry, mistaken
No "told you so" would wash with me
Pushing opportunities aside
Out for the fun
A meal ticket, a place to flee
The thrill of the performance
Be it only amateur
Lit up my soul, put stars in my eyes
A pang of emptiness
The panto had ended
Back to the pub-crawl & out with the guys
Lunch break detention
The steps of Trewlawny house
My platform for inspiration & dreaming
Spotlights and curtain call
As I shimmied down the steps
Applause from the crowd whilst screaming
Back to reality
The sound of the bell
The system I defied as often as I could
My dreams in tatters
A mundane life
Instead of living it up in Hollywood |