Is this real or an illusion i feel pain but still im happy
im
breathing and im living i wish to die noone shal cry! But i
cant go
the door the hell is closed to staris to haven not yet
reached my
path and never will im in a world cut a part good and evil
are at
battle for every soul and i what am i? do i have the right
to walk
here do i have the right to talk here do i have to right to
right
this down? is this me or just an evil sound? am i possesed?
am i
confessed am i dead or alive is this here in my hand a gun
or a
knife is it real all this i feel, i got no awnser for my
questions
i can make no sugsetions i schould not walk the earth i
schould not
talk for the earth i schould die noone ould have the right
to cry i
wouldent care its no scream i do not care i wanna die here
alone
here and now i deserve to but not to cry LET ME
DIE..................!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the question is not do we live to die the question is do we
have to
cry.....