Not alive
Yet not dead
Am I losing my mind?
Will you cry?
Will you lie?
Will you leave me behind?
It's so tough
To recall
You promised to be kind
All the pain
All the blood
Who of us was more blind?

I will lie
I will cry
I will bleed out your name
It'll hurt
Not a lot
An immortal black fame
I know I
Can't stand
When your winning my game
I was hurt
I am dirt
It's my turn for the blame