It fills me inside
It infected me like a desease
Sometimes it seems to have disappeared
And moments after it bursts with new strength
It feeds on my insides
It grows far and wide
Controlled painfully by me
And I'm losing my control
And I'm afraid of what i might do
Cuz I'm near the breaking point

This anger that nests inside
Like the deepest sadness,
Like the greatest of fears
Cuz you may lose control and do something you may not live
to regret

It fills me inside
It infected me like a desease
It never disappears, just grows far and wide
It feeds on my mind and spirit
Controlled painfully by me
And my control is slipping away
And I'm afraid of what might happen
Because I'm near the point... of no return

This attraction to two who are close to me
And this fear of what might happen after I show my feelings
Cuz you cant tell the future
But I cant keep running away from it forever

What will happen,
What should I do,
Only days will tell,
And It's up to me to decide,
If I'm not too afraid to do what I want to