כמה שלא כתבו על זה, אני חושב שיש לי מה להגיד ואם אמרו את זה
כבר, אז גם לי מותר

I know pain
   It's my gain
   I know hate
   It's my fate
   I know you
   I don't need you
   I can't feel you
   I won't feed you

   In this dream I'm having
   You're a delusion I don't need
   Can I stop this illusion?
   Can I hold this delusion?
   Well I guess...


   Once rapidly changing
   Now I'm just aging
   My convictions are scary
   My life are a scar
   My breath shallow, heavy
   My eyes, locked staring up to the stars
   And my hands dangling
   My life's dangling
   Once I used to drink for fun
   Now it's to die
   I need a reason for life
   I need a reason to life

   And all these songs
   Have infested love
   And all these songs
   About infected life
   And all the times I faked it
   Can you even see the fake in it?
   And all the times you sealed me
   Killed me
   Toured me
   Needed me
   And I felt nothing.

   Nevermore. Forever and only once.
   Never again. In a head my head just once
   Never needed. A habit for a life.
   Never heeded. Once in it now in a strife.

                   - But -

   Again and again. go through and thorough . Just once
   Feeling again. grow that flower in me. Beat me.
   Seasick again. rocking your boat . Drop you overboard.
   In love again. lame as you are. I'm still bored.


   Another round
   And then it's all over
   Her head drops down
   Taking over your shoulder
   She's douse again
   And she's ready to score.
   Feeling ready
   Not knowing what for

   And your hand on her lap
   And you're trembling hand on the bar
   And the smile that you fake
   And she's taking you in
   Just as you are.
   And you're afraid of yourself
   And afraid of love.
   It's the rusty bell that you're hearing
   It's those chains that you're feeling
   And nevermore

   Night's out
   To spread you across the sidewalk
   And you've been feeling this way
   For the last week or so

   Tonight you're out
   To pick up the pieces
   Recollect a life
   Among the pieces of her

   Hey - don't come out
         Don't come down
         Don't leave your heart about
         You know it won't be mine.