Hell

staring and shaking
don't know what to do
my reality is cracking
hell is the complete absence of you

the pain is so great
I can feel it no further
with my soul as the bate
I was hoping to loure her

I suranderd mortality
what little I had
for self-aimed-brutality
and a shot to the head

"B"

"B" because I loved Beeing with you
"B" because you Became my world
"B" because you stung me like a swarm of Bees
"B" because you left me Behind
"B" because you've Been with someone else
you're my little "B"
because "B" stands for Bitch and Bi-sexual!

Play

love me, leave me, throw me away
as if I where just a pice of clay
hate me, rape me, blow me a kiss
currest me genetly with your fist

loved you, missed you, wanted you back
despite the knife inside my back
got cut, got burned, got coverd in blood
found myself face down deep in the mud

i've walked with the leaving, i've walked with the dead
spent weeks suffering in my crued little bed
hopes crusjed down, dreams blew in my face
i'll remain in the darkness, for that is my place

My beautyfull flower / My ruin

your mouth blooms like a cut
sweet and full of sin
I breake myself on your thorns
and I bleed within

your leaves fade to brown
and i watch you die
in my tortured garden
on direct sunshine

my beautyfull flower
she loves me not
she loves me, she loves me not
she loves me, she loves me not

our love starts to spoil
your lips bleed like a rose
underneath the soil
is where the evil grows

then I start to fall
and I wait for death
in my tortured garden
the blue sky is black

my beautyfull flower
she loves me not
she loves me, she loves me not
she loves me, she loves me not.
 

Embraced by the night

I was the flame, burning so bright
you where the frost, embraced by the night
afraid the get close, afraid the yuo'de melt
keeping your distance, not once have you felt

I tried to burn further, to reach in to you
but you ran away, afraid the i'll do
I shouted your name in hopes that you'll come
but you where to scared, to cold and to numb

I could burn no further, my core had gone dry
leaving just ashes and smoke in your eyes
but you didn't care, you just walked away
embraced by the night with nothing to say.