I Never Felt so Alone
Abandoned in this black cruel world
Only nine years old
She, Never Said She Loves Me
Pure Childish Love, Nothing Besides it
We Used to Play All Day
Euphoric Childish Mind
Though When I finally kissed her
This sin has opened my eyes.

It all brings me back to the day
I'd never thought would come
She stood there all arising
Tempting with a smile, she called for me and
She Sighed

I can see the days as they come, Losing Control over Love
And she's growing older and I'm still with My Euphoric
Mind.

She Ate the Rotten Apple Started Seeing Life
All of the sudden, she's not mine anymore
I see her as she wakes with other sinners other smiles I
cannot lose.
I Got To Have Her Mine, All Mine!
Hell over Heaven
I hate to see him, not of himself
But of his being, his existence that torments my shattered
heart and soul
It's crying and dying
Salvation Ignores Me, Abhors me,
Collides in me and Divides Me into two at one
"Psycho!"
Leave Me Alone

I Am Now So Alone
And She's no longer in this world, like it was nine years
ago
I'd never thought I'd make it; but she would never look at
me,
Selfish Irony
And While She cried in vain
Pure black blood rains on her bed sheets
And Then I Finally kissed her
This Sin, Has Opened her Eyes

It all comes down to that day, that we'd never thought would
come,
She Glows there badly crying, attempting to cross back
She yelled to me and
She Died

I'm standing at the yard, looking at her, carved in stone.
Then Came that small grin I feared of...
I'd Never Thought I'd be Able to do it, And Still, I'm Sorry
for it Every Day...
Hell Over Heaven.