Lingering thoughts never do well
I stand mesmerized by the deliberation of reality
I may not be happy, only fell
Forced life, illusionary freedom, vague mentality

Seldom does my memory reminds me of the rush of the wind
Never does it open my mind's eye to the boundless beauty of
the woods
Look inside me... tell me what you see

A lone ashen figure shrouded in darkness
A multihued butterfly in a colorless world
A drop of blood upon holy water
An ageless pillar in the middle of a motorized reality

Is there a place I have never been?
Or a view which I've never seen?
The pain overflows - awareness becomes keen
Lack of ignorance is what I mean

Selflessness endured to benefit the other
Benevolence extracted through vile means
Aid becomes me not so why bother
It is for the obliteration of my sins

Forgive me lord for I have sinned
I haven't asked and I haven't leaned
Vanity...