Every day now
I can feel
It's aching in me

This hurt
This unrelieved pain
Forever again

It's back
Haunting me
Like it always has

I tried
To let it go
Once again I fail

I fail
Everyone
I love.
I fail
Myself
Once again
I fail
To belive
In this going away

And how
Do I
live with myself

Can I ever
Be happy
Really

And once again
It's the same
I've never...

No reasons
To be here
Any more

I fail
Everyone
I love.
I fail
Myself
Once again
I fail
To belive
In this going away


Will I ever
Make it out
Of this

Will the days
Turn back
To how they were

Or untill I forget
And when I do
Soon all over again

I fail
Everyone
I love.
I fail
Myself
Once again
I fail
To belive
In this going away.