he went back into the room, the freezer cubical looked
darker than ever, even more than the first time he saw it.
He went in, alone, he knew that in a moment the cell would
be filled with a variety of preservatives, accompanied by
liquid nitrogen, which would flow in and freeze him for 2000
years. He was in there for a moment, and then he felt
nothing.
Maria Smith, John Smith's mother, ran out and cried.
"He's dead, he's dead. I feel it"
She did not care if anyone heard her cry, she wanted to die,
but she did not have the self control needed for it.
Maximilian, John's best friend, saw her and came to comfort
her , but she did not care.
"He didn't really die, you know"
"no, he's dead, he killed himself from our point of view and
us from his"
"well, he died the way he wanted to"
"Nobody wants to die"
"so why are people willing to die?"
"They are just seeking attention, something psychological"
she was enjoying the conversation, it distracted her from
John, John... she cried again, weeping with tears. He was
gone, even though he wasn't dead.
"I liked him too, you know"
"but you didn't love him, he wasn't the only light in your
life"
"Remember, he did it of his own free will, he wanted to see
the future"
"he didn't know what was good for him, he was onl..."
"he is not only a child!"
This time he cut her sentence in the middle, speaking
swiftly and angrily.
"Some mothers have a problem with their children growing up,
but you must understand that as a thirty-year old man he has
the right to decide what is good for him!"
"I'm sorry, I know, but..."
"We all lost him" he said, trying not to cry himself
"but this is a happy occasion, he did what he wanted to do,
and we have to celebrate it"
this time Maria was angry
"Do-not-celebrate-make-his-death-loss-some happy occasion!"
"I did not mean to celebrate his loss"
"but that is exactly what you are doing!"
"I am not celebrating his loss, I am celebrating his
choice..."
"To die!"
"He's not dead!"
It seemed, for the first time, that her words hurt him. He
was saddened by the loss of his best friend but tried to be
happy for him, Maria seemed to have seen that too.
"Im sorry, I am..."
"Don't be, let's all hope him a good time 2000 years in the
future"
המציאות הנו מקרי בהחלט. אין צוות האתר ו/או
הנהלת האתר אחראים לנזק, אבדן, אי נוחות, עגמת
נפש וכיו''ב תוצאות, ישירות או עקיפות, שייגרמו
לך או לכל צד שלישי בשל מסרים שיפורסמו
ביצירות, שהנם באחריות היוצר בלבד.