I hate loving you so much.
I hate looking at you with love-sick eyes, waiting for you
to look back.
You always look back, but your eyes are never as love-sick
as mine.
They never were.
You are so surrealistic to me.
I can look at you everyday, and each time I'll find
something new.
How do you do that?
How do you make every girl fall so deeply in love with you?
I still can't believe I got caught in your net.
It's so evil.
Why can't you see we're meant to be together, and save me
from my misery?
You're hurting me.
You're so fucking blind.
And I'm so fucking stupid for not being able to get over
you.
Every time things get confusing, you're hiding in the smoke
that surrounds you.
You're so afraid to feel again,
Or maybe you just don't wanna...?
Well, I guess it's me after all.
No matter what I do, you'll never feel the same.  
You'll never love me.
And I... I'll never stop loving you.


LOVE SUCKS.