It's me again
Stepping out of the blue
Trying to reach the gift you've left for me
Trying to reach
You know, it's hard enough just to feel guilty
I've craved for a womb
For a satisfaction
You don't seem to get it all
But after all,
It was about me, wasn't it

It's me again
Stepping into the blaze
Craving for a conclusion
Caving in
and out
This bloody night doesn't seem to end
Well, I'm still a cord
But not yet a chord -
Not without you
Not without me

Darling, I feel ashamed of what I am
My eyes cannot sustain this grief
This purity
Because I'm only one junction
Only one road
Oh no, you don't want to open me
It's that Pandora thing again
Waving in me
Trying to bleed very hard
But blue blood is not allowed to weep, isn't it?

It's me again
Stepping out of the cage
you all put me in
Perhaps I'm a gift you have sent me
Wrapped up in darkness
In clouds
Don't you dare satisfy me now, dearest
Don't you dare rest your case
I just need one more boat
To sail away

Darling, I feel ashamed of what I've become
My lips cannot sustain this grief
This purity
Because I'm only one junction
Only one road
Oh no, you don't want to open me
It's that Pandora thing again
Waving in me
Trying to bleed real hard
But blue blood is not allowed to weep, is it?

So here I am again
I can't believe you aren't tired of me
The straps that bonded us together have been cut
By all
I do not know if we have weathered
But we have contradicted snow
This grief
And this purity
I can't hold them both
Can't hold us both

My dearest, I have lingered on your lips -
I do not want to linger anymore
It is true, that wood cannot love fire
But Sun can love Snow
Or so we thought
And so we did
Drag our feet
Like cattle in the mud



(13.12.2003)