What's up with me? With the way I've been behaving? No one
knows... Especially not myself.
I guess I'm just searching. Searching for someone who will
make me feel all tingly inside. Someone who, when he calls
me, my voice will quiver with excitement. Someone who will
send shivers down my spine when he holds me. Someone that
when I kiss him, it won't be a kiss in an attempt to feel
something, but a kiss flooded with feelings...!
I don't want to settle for a guy, just because he loves me.
I want to love him too. I want to get all infatuated and
excited. And then, be ever so happy to find out he feels the
same!
So for now, I'm searching.  Hoping not to make too many
mistakes along the way.  Trying not to rule-out on the brink
any options, in case they will turn out to be what I'm
looking for. And also hoping so much, that I didn't already
miss my chance...

Once, I just wanted to feel loved. But apparently that's not
enough. I have to find a way to release some of the love
that's caged inside my heart. And that love can't just be
set free for anyone.
Maybe someday I'll find the guy with the intricate key to my
heart.  Or just maybe, he will find me. Either way, it had
better be soon...!  Or I just might burst...