Now I can see
I've just realized
There is so much
Wrong in me.

There is no one
I'm crying here
Hopefully
You won't hear it
And laugh again
Now that you've found another weakness.

I want to break away
Out of myself
Leave this mess to someone else
I want to be
What I want to be.

I just can't seem to find a way
It's just been for so long
And nothing.

I'm starting to feel emptiness and carelessness again.
Now you've done it,
Why would you continue
When there's nothing left to brake?

I guess I understand now
It is all in my head
I'm fucked up as you never were
I'm me that's what's so wrong.

My eyes full with tears
Such ugliness
I'm trying to hide it in any way
But it's just getting worst.

Everything seems so pointless
I don't even know
What is that I'm feeling.
Keep forgetting it all
It seems like I can get away with that
For a minute or so.

Why do you even look at me?
Why won't you just leave me alone?
Just let go,
You did it
Successfully
I hate myself
I know I'm not right
I know I'm so fucked up
My presence disturbs you,
But I just don't know
What do you expect me to do?
I wish I could disappear
I wanted so much
Want to fuck me up
To see me cry?
Well, you got it.