Exit sign
Is hanging on
It's getting farther away
As I'm getting closer.
And I don't know
Just how much I can take.
And when I say
That I don't care
I mean it
But not in everytime.
But now
I just feel like
I need
Some time for myself
I need
To find the exit
To realize
If I still care
To realize
If you'll still be there
If I'll still be there.
And I still think
There has to be a reason
For everything
Even though
I'm not so sure in anything anymore.
Sometimes
I feel so empty inside
And I'm starting to miss
My old self
But now I just don't care
Until there will be a new reason
I don't want to be there.
I'm not sure who I am anymore
I pretend so much
It makes me forget
Just who I am.
I want to run away
But something inside
Tells me to suck it up
Something inside
Tells me that I've seen nothing
But I don't know
Just for how long I'll hold on.
I'm actually crying
Behind my sunglasses,
I don't want you to see it
I know no one
No one would understand.