I used to be smarter
Used to remember names
Used to remember dates
Used to remember

Seems like I'm always far away
In places I've never been to
When actually I was there all along,
Life is funny like that
Makes one wonder

Everyone around me changed
Only I stayed the same
Waiting for the past to catch up,
But what if it won't
What if all I have left
Are these fading memories

I haven't cried in over a month
Forgot what it's like to cry
To feel the tears on my cheek
The tremble in the lips
The shallow whispers,
Maybe

I used to be smarter
I used to know who my friends are
Or so I thought,
I don't know anything anymore  
In these god forsaken days,
I guess no one does
Guess it doesn't matter
Not to me, not these days