i want so hard to go away right now, but i won't
i want so badly to end my life, but i won't
i will stay untill the end, just to see you when your'e
dead
i'll stay, i'll live my life, just to be the last who
laughs

you'll see, i will win this war
. This war against you, against the world, against society.
you'll see, in the end you will all cry of jealousy, and i
will be the winner.

that's my secret. that's how i put up with my life.
you'll see. i will be happy evantually. and i will win. i
promise. i want to see you helpless. i want to see me smile.
i'll wait. i'll stay.