קחו בחשבון שזה העתק כמעט ישיר מהיומן שלי, ככה שאם יש משהו
שנשמע לא ממש הגיוני זה בגלל שהכל היה מסורבל לי בראש

life is hard, but its still worth living. If i wont live for
myself Ill do it for Adi (Adi is a 16 year old who died from
cancer), from every thing I've heard she was great, so full
of life.Ill live for her. for her and for all the other
teenagers and kids in the world, for which their lifes got
cut in the middle, fo those who will never get old to have a
family, to have kids, who wont ever grow up.
Im gonna live my life for them. Everything I do. If they
cant live their life I'll do it for them, I'll grow up and
I'll always have them in my mind.
Im sad i didnt get to meet Adi, she sounds special, but i
guess everybody is special in his or her way.

Im not gonna let anything ruin my life.
No- everything is not great, but now I feel I have the
power, I belive I can make changes- My whole life is ahead
of me, I cant get depressed At age 16,  everythings seems
worser than it is. I guess its this age...
So what if I feel like crying? - better get it all out- I
hate keeping stuff in my stomach, finnaly I understand my
self, Im me , I cant change that, people should live with
that.  If people dont like who I am thats is too bad for
them. I've decided Im not gonna change anything about
myself,
Im who I am- that's good!
I think Im pretty, Im nice, I feel good with myself now, I
love myself.

בזה נגמר העמוד ביומן. 24/03/03
דברים השתנו מאז והרבה... מתגעגעת לתחושה של אז.