I surrender
Fast
Tonight
And most nights
I give up
To your smell, to your eyes
In the dark
I feel you breathing in to me
And then out,
Filling me with hope
Just to make it crash.
Yet I surrender
Let go of controls
Let go of desires to be loved
Tonight
Most nights
In your bed
I calm myself
With your warm arms
They lay beneath my head
As if you wish for me to stay
Just to make me sad,
As if you please in seeing me
Surrender
And give up.