Double knives on air on fire,
Poison sucker getting higher,
Getting ready for next fall.
All the remained parts of my life
Are falling apart while everyone I
Love-
Dies physically or mentally.

Just staring at this candle
Who will hopefully take me
To a place full of beloved people.

Burn my pain away and
Lock me by the moon,
Maybe I'll find the right path,
The one which will finally bring me
To the- unmistakable death of mine.
Where are you?