For some time now I've been feeling so confused
I don't even know why.
I've been walking around like a zombie
sometimes wishing I would die.
All of those feelings filling my heart like a balloon,
until it all explodes in my face
and then I cry.

Why should I cry for things she does?
Why should I get angry about things she says?
I allways had to pay for her mistakes,
Now I have to pay for doing the right thing.
Now I feel guilty for protecting my own sanity.
It allways comes to that.

So she left, obviously it was all my fault.
Who knows if I'll ever see her again.
We've been together for so damn long,
but I can still remember just when all the suffer began.
I'm still trying to figure out how two opposites like that,
can be so much alike.

We both knew it will eventually come to that.
We both knew it would all come crashing down on us.
We both gave up hope, trying to heal the wounds.
And now I have to pay for doing the right thing
for my own sanity, pay with my guilt.
It allways comes to that.

Don't say you're sorry..
Nothing can help after that letter you wrote.
Don't you dare crying... (I don't think you have the right
to(
Don't expect me to show any mercy,
not after breaking my heart.

And then I cry,
It allways comes to that.