It is all the same
no matter what I do,
or how drunk I get ,
it is always me alone,
and it is always about you

I can't look to the other side
and imagine it did not happen
that I did not see you passing near the door
that I did not here you say hello
I wish I could go on

We come and go
I take a good look,
I measure you, and then stay numb
we communicate, we laugh, you say good bye
I want more from you, but I chose none

I wait for you , I wait for him
but more than that I wait for me
until a time closing my eyes will be painful
without seeing you laying by my side
I will rise after I will collapse

Until than I crash again and again
I feel the cold of the floors' tiles
I try to rise but it's no good
I will sleep it over, may be for good
Some day it will all be over or it will be the new realty