- Shine On You Crazy Diamond -
I'll never forget how I closed the door and
pointed my back for the last time to the brink
of sweetness that is you, Shir.
With tears in your face, I stopped loving -
you told me.

40 kilometers of driving ahead of me.
All I wanted is to slam into a concrete pillar, end it
fast.
Today I loved you more then ever,
we entered our first barrier,
I felt that our love is strong enough to overcome it,
And exceed upwards to new levels.

Midnight - entering the car.

- Welcome To The Machine -
Slowly checking seatbelt, mirrors, igniting the car.
Slotting, Wish you were here Album, on almost full volume,
I could not have chosen anything worst or perfect for
The occasion.
Opening the windows, slamming the steering will with my
fist,
Not sure why I wanted to attract the attention.
Starting to drive slowly, hardly could concentrate,
Shouting out loud to all to hear...

For them I am the "Nahag Hadash" (new driver sign), who
drives like a drunk at 70 in highway 4 south (otherwise
known as home of the Israeli jungle).
Flashing, cutting, life playing, law breaking animals.
They don't have a clue, they are like stupid boys who
obliviously making fun of the weird kid. They don't know
that his heart has been shattered moments before midnight.
I am struggling to survive, fighting to avoid the decision
of suicide.

- Have A Cigar -

Hard to drive when you don't want to live,
Hard to live when your collapsed.
Flashes of sweet memories are hesitating my driving
Hurting me, like torn flesh.

Entering the home, parking slowly, as the last tones of
"Shine On You Crazy Diamond"
Fade out, fucking perfect timing...


I have survived the misery of 43 minutes, which at any
moment could have stopped.

This is the true story of my first breakup of the first real
girl who loved me and I loved back.