I want you to know me like you should,
And i just wish that I could.
All these walls I built around me
You don't seem able to break them down.
I never let anyone in - you must be really proud
Don't ever let me go - especially when i'm down.
You'll never understand how i got so hurt
Maybe some day i'll tell you.
When you finally broke through you were so disappointed -
Was this it? - You asked was this what i was looking for?
"this is me", i told you, "this is my soul...
It's not as full as it once was.
Some pieces have fallen off during my life."
By who - you ask?
My parents
The lovers i never had
Some people that didn't want to know me-
But wanted to make me feel bad.
So you take me by the hand,
Lead me towards the bed, make love to me,
Still i feel so sad.
The morning comes - are you still there?
He comes in and hugs me,
As if i were his little girl - which i was,
In those big hands and huge heart-
That huge heart that held me close to him,
Before he said goodbye.
I loved him so, and now all i do is cry...