Sometimes, I have these dreams Dreams in black and white and shades of gray I dream of pain and sadness and never felt emotions About people I never met and things I never did Those normal, everyday experiences that I missed My days in high school, the trips, the tests, graduation, my first kiss... Ten years of life vanished without a trace, ten years of zombie like existence devoid of any human touch. Progress, yes there was progress, trying to succeed, to be normal, to be like everyone else I don't want to be like everyone, I don't care about power, about money, I don't want the ooh's and aah's of the mindless drones around me I want to be me, I want to live, to be happy, I want to feel A kiss, a smile, a warm hug from the person I love, from the person that loves me back To be able to not have regrets whenever looking around. I want you, yes you, to love, to hold between my arms, against my skin, when the darkness comes To feel your warmth at night, when the loneliness envelops me. I want you to fill me up, to be my other half, I want to be your other half as well. To bring in my life those things, that I missed, those years that passed me by. I see you, but cannot speak, I feel you, but don't know how to love. I am a child, trying to build a castle in the sand, but the ocean keeps tearing it down. I am a man, without a past, trying to build a future, without the tools. Sometimes, I have these dreams. |
היצירה לעיל הנה בדיונית וכל קשר בינה ובין המציאות הנו מקרי בהחלט. אין צוות האתר ו/או הנהלת האתר אחראים לנזק, אבדן, אי נוחות, עגמת נפש וכיו''ב תוצאות, ישירות או עקיפות, שייגרמו לך או לכל צד שלישי בשל מסרים שיפורסמו ביצירות, שהנם באחריות היוצר בלבד. |
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