Today I repent.
I will do this in english because:
A. I just had my english Bargut. Well, had it a few days
ago, but I'm on a roll.
B. I cannot think of the hebrew word for repent withoutI
thinking it has a whole other meaning. Nothing like what I
want to do here. It is the same word, but in my mind's eye
it is not.
C. I was always ordered to repent in english, in hebrew it
was never really said.

Actualy, the real reason for this whole pointless piece is
to use the word repent.
Foolish, eh? but I like the way it sounds. Re-pent. Re-pent.
If you say it enough times it will lose all meaning. All
that will be left is re-paint.
So today, I, Suki Da Yo, am going to paint myself purple.
Why purple?
You're not suppose to get that one, by the way...

OK, so to re-paint myself, right?
Purple, right?
OK.
I am pagan, a stone in the antient circle- said Silver
Ravenwolf, and for once I like what she had to say.
I am pagan, a part of the never ending circle. Never believe
anyone who says "The never endling circle", as it has ended
and restarted so many times, in so many ways, that is that
is really left now is the vague idea of it.
I worship the Goddess and the horned God.
Well, that is another piece of someone els's righting,
though many pagans write that one atleast once. I believe in
the great god and goddess, the lord and the lady of all.
I do not worship them as I don't think they need it or have
any wish that I do it. i should have written i honor the
goddes and the god.
I love life and everything in it. or I eccept life and
everything in it.
Or rather- i try to. And that really is what being pagan
really means to me.

i am not here to repent to jesus, and to the biblical god,
or not even to ask my mom and dad's forgivness for being all
that of an outcast.
I an not even here to stang out to those jesus-loving
repenters who come to pagan forums and chats and meetings
and everything you can think of to send us jesus's love ,
and tell us he will forgive. to order us to repent.

I AM PAGAN
i am here to re-paint my life in many colors, and look at
them through the joy of the never ending love of the lord
and the lady.