My letter was declined
I wanted to see you
World's fucking my tryings
The tears have been dropped
The sadness took control
And I am here
All alone

I waited for the moment
I waited for days
And some time before it was supposed to come
It faded away
I can't see it coming

You expect too much from me
Stuff I cannot give
You say I'm not least good for you
But show me the other way around

I'm sorry I'm a coward
It cannot be changed
At least not so fast
You think I'm a big boy
But I'm truly not
Return it, reverse it
That's me now

I cried
For the first time
In 3 years
I cried

I care about you
I fear for you
You think I'm not trying hard enough
I have nothing to say
I tried
I failed