the sun immersed, the darkness ascend,
she went to me with a glimpse of a smile,
mysterious-something, was her smile.
she touched me softly.

I could sense autumn,
and the sweetish smell of the leaves.
a smell of an upcoming holocaust,
a smell of my  torn-up flesh.

and as she leaned her head towards me
I knew - she was the one.
the one I'll cherish forever.
the one that will vibrate my heart.
a heart full of burden
a heart full of zeal

and as autumn continue
with its own melancholy darkness,
I penetrated, once again,
into your black hole.
and as if I wanted to say:
"I was there before"
"I was there before"


you sprayed my blood!.


and when the autumn leaves will fall,
I'll be far away from you-
where everything is calm
and the trees are high.
and the green meaningfull trees
will remind me of your meaning,
the meaning that lost in autumn

three monthes have passed now,
she's still there, in the corner.
and with that obssesive bliss
a trail of tears mixed with blood.
and on that snowey evening
when lightning struck twice
I knew-
FOR THEE I SHALL LIVE!!!