for years i have not cried
i was convinced that if im in such a bad condition, why
would somebody out there care about me
why should i cry, if it will gain me no attention
no one to listen
i have lost faith in the will of humans
maybe i've lost my faith in their goodness
maybe it was the faith of their abilities to help me that
i've lost

in fact it was the will to help myself
perhaps it was my self worth
perhaps it was the limited vision of what may come in my
way
no one i wanted to talk to

i held the belief that i am not important
and if i m not, then how can anyone else be?
and if noone is important, then why should i be any
different?

someday the circle was broken
probably because some angel that got a mission to take care
of me and rebuilt mylife, or some UNPROBABLE reason like
that

god only knows, and none of the ones i know knows god




for years i had no need to cry
for now
i have the good will to cry, to pronounce my happiness
to express my ability
to be what im worth of