Another night
I cannot sleep
Another day
I skipped two meals
And smoked like crazy
I'm way too lazy
To pick up the phone

One more weekend
Which I've wasted
On work that's futile
And chats so tasteless
I drank too much coke
Eventually I broke
And started crying again

Somehow I'm still floating
Dreaming of suicide
Left without meaning
Stripped of all my pride
If I keep believing
Wishes can come true
But where are you?

Don't want to be here, can't go anywhere
My health is fading but what do I care?
Everything's wrong but I can't complain
They don't understand and I can't explain

Even to try would be wasting my words
They'll be lost in the void and never be heard
The vast empty space between me and mankind
Growing, drifting away while I'm left behind

With all of this baggage and all of this pain
To wake up tomorrow and go through it again

I'll continue living
And dream of suicide
Try to find some meaning
Lick my wounded pride
Hang on to believing
Make my wish come true
Where the hell are you?