All I want
Is to jump down the mountain
As if I can fly
As if I don't fall
As if I ran away
To a place no one
Can reach to
As if I am god

My first two breath
From the moment I woke up
Were close together
With clean air
Fresh air
New and healthy
I felt endless
I felt free

The third breath
Was the hardest
As if all my strength
Disappear at dark night
As if I can no longer live
As if my heart closed his doors
For no new life

My forth breath
Was the easiest
I didn't feel
Breathing
As my eyes opened
I saw my self
Drowning
Drowning deeper and deeper
In the river
Of truth

No one to help me
I am falling down the mountain
Killing myself in my dream

The fifth breath
Was the last
As I smelled the end
In the fresh air
I saw the blood
Washing away my life
As if I am endless
As if I am god
At the start of my end