I guess I can't expect everything to be perfect
But I'm not
So why is it all has to be the opposite
It's all wrecked

I can't direct the situation
I can't accomplish my own mission
The mission I gave to myself
To have life and happiness

It's like I'm thinking it'll all be good someday
Why bother?
It all remains the same and nothing's changing
There is no end

I can't direct the situation
I can't accomplish my own mission
The mission I gave to myself
To have life and happiness

Even if I think it's all an act
Why does it have to be like this
Why can't it all be ok
Don't give me the best
Just something to look for
I'm looking and looking and I have not found
But I'll never give up
I'll do what I like
I'll be dead at home

I can't direct the situation
I can't accomplish my own mission
The mission I gave to myself
To have life and happiness